Head under water and you tell me to breathe easy for a while...

But breathing gets harder, even I know that.

Ah Sara Bareilles and the words of Love Song.  "I'm not gonna write you a love song cause you asked for it" So basically right now I am completely lacking in motivation. I am floundering in the idea that I'm going to fail and have hit the point where I really can't do anything about it. Which horrifies me completely, because I really do need to get this done. Sigh. Stress stress stress. Not fun.