Veronica Mars Just Broke My Heart

Alright, so if you watch Veronica Mars and haven't seen up to episode 20, do not read this!!!

I mean it!!!








Veronica Mars finally did. It's totally broken my heart, as the title might suggest. Gah. Most heartbreaking episode ever. Through the whole episode, the possibility of a Logan/Veronica reunion was dangled over the fans heads. And the visciously snatched away in the closing scene. Jason Dohring and Kristin Bell's acting? Amazing. Totally sold it. The epic love, the angst. They do pain so well. And the chemistry!! Oh my god, mindblowing stuff. I just...really want my LoVe. As she walked away from the door, and just said "Stop", my heart shattered just that little bit more. And you could feel the pain coming off Logan.

Gah....


I really want Logan to make some huge gesture towards Vee now. I know she won't accept it, but he needs to prove himself. He knows he's screwed up, so it's his turn to make it right. I really want him to get it together before the end of this season though!!!

Holiday

Mood: Tired (seems to be a pattern with me now)
Music: BtVS - Lie To Me

Alright, so HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY people! Yes that's right, it's Easter once again. Holidays! Yay, go team! Luckily, right now my life is a lot more put together than it was, so it's all good right now. Just taking it easy, got some homework but hey, that can be handled next week. So yea, life is ok right now! Definitely a lot better than the crap fest that has been my life for the last month.

But yea, all better now!

When it all falls apart...

Mood: Exhausted
Music: When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas

I'm so tired today. Parents got back from Shanghai this morning and I have a social relevance report and 3 tests to study for, but I just have no energy and no drive. I feel like, things which have happened have exhausted me so much. I'm just feeling so many different things right now. I'm hurt, angry and feeling a definite sense of betrayal.

Worst of all, I feel out of control. Things are going on, and I feel like I have no power over the situation that I'm in. Somewhere along the way the rug got pulled from under me. Or maybe I was just walking with my eyes blissfully closed.

Things happen, people betray you and somehow, I've got to deal with it.

I can barely deal with myself right now. It's all just so hard.